I can't believe it!!! My 2 weeks holidays are nearly over!!!
And it didn't even feel like a holiday. =((
Last week was packed packed packed with Projects and CO stuff. Then this week was finally the TPCO Camp '08! I had a hell of a time. =)) But yes, it was really tiring.
Now, yesterday was a rush. I went down to school to have a surprisingly short discussion regarding the Baking NS project with LiHui. Then I rushed down back to KC to help out CO for 30mins.
How odd; I had no intention of going back to KC. But look at me! Rushed down there just for CO members. Ain't I magnanimous?
Wah... chim word. I can't remember the exact meaning though. Something to do with noble or something. Haha!
I haven't been reading much since I've started poly. So, I went over to the library to borrow some books! Freakin' thick though. And Dean Koontz's books usually have bloody small font. I swear I'll be wearing spectacles as thick as my wallet soon.
I'm gonna do the recipe with LiHui tomorrow!!! I hope it turns out better this time! And I have no idea how to incorporate the starch product into our recipe. Help!
♥s, Crystal!
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {11:34 PM}
Read at your own risk. Flame alert. This may cause you to feel pissed.
I'm so sick of having all this. Reading such stuff is maddening sometimes. I hate the fact that most of us rely on so many people just to live.
It's just pissing off to see someone helpless and i can't do a damn thing about it. Namely because the person's a 'he' and not a 'she'.
I hate the fact that I'm unable to open up to guys even at this stage of my life. Hell, you could even say I'm embarrassed. Point is, I'm helpless.
I can't do a thing to help you get over this stage of your life. There's so much I could do, but it's always what I fear that's holding me back. I'm fucking sick and irritated.
I tend to go 'Oh, I don't give a damn' when actually, I'm just fucking nosey to know what you're feeling at whatever point of time.
I'm angry, frustrated and pissed with so many things. Then there are those people who take the blame even though it's not their fault for some stuff. Really, stop putting the blame on yourself so freakin' much! If you didn't do it, stop shielding the problem makers!
"I can't help myself, therefore I can't help other." I hate that statement.
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {12:50 AM}
Man, the wind is really blowing strong around my place. Looks like it's gonna rain soon. It's good, this means I can sleep longer tomorrow. =DD
Anyway, I've got loads of things to do!!! =((
But I'm still here blogging. =)))
I'm just gonna ramble on random stuff and everything. Blah blah blah. Just becasue I feel like typing and typing and typing....
You know, sometimes it's really sickening to see how bloody shy a person is. The worst part if the person is a guy.
I know I'm in no position to say this, but there's always the freedom of speech!!
Anyway, guys should be the ones taking the initiatives. I mean, it's not like you'd expect the female to go down on one knee and say to the guy:
"Will you marry me?"
Really, if I ever see that in public, I'd probably think, "At least we know who wears the pants in the family!"
I just think if the guy isn't really to ask, your marriage is gonna be real damn tough. And I thus wish you luck.
I also understand that it's really difficult for guys to buck up the courage to walk up a girl just to say "Hi". So girls, appreciate that, and don't just turn away from them immediately. If you're not interested in them, just put them down lightly.
If they for more than 10 minutes, feel free to give them a good, tight, slap. (:
Speaking on this topic, I think it's kinda like every shy guy's dream to be raped by an attractive female.
And on a random note:
Utt, that MTV host guy? He seems to be getting uglier the more I see him. And he's kinda a player. Girls (and maybe guys), watch out.
Back to the topic.
What are guys' so-called fantasies anyway? Hell, I should be asking, what are girls' fantasies. Guys' fantasies already have a stereo-type.
So, what is a female's typical fantasy? If you're reading this. DON'T REALTE THIS TO YKK. PLEASE. =(( I'd like to hear your views on this everyone. Just tag on my tagboard on the right! (Although, I highly doubt anyone would actually answer the question. -____-)
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {10:03 PM}
I'm back with another video! Porn Star Registration!! haha!!!
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Anyway, I've been reading some of my archieves! I guess, it's really good and all that. I suddenly remember what life was like back in KC. Gosh, I miss KC so much. All my friends, and some teachers. When I read your 18 self, i thought: Oh! From this weeks onwards, I'm gonna be super packed. I don't have any day free, except for my usual Sunday-Family Day thing. It's like my 16 year old self. just more assertive. Then the following week would be TPCO camp! I'm kinda excited about it. =DD Maybe, I got to know you a bit more. (: And look at the time! 12:34AM. =DD Random-ness. (:
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {12:19 AM}
This morning, I woke up, and guess what's the first thing I thought? I dream of you. With a cigarrate. If I never see your face again, I don't mind. Even though I hate smokers, you looked hot. Haha! It's the new single by Maroon 5 feat. Rihanna!!! I love this new tune =DD Both their voices just makes the song pretty good! (: And you were without your specs. *blush* I know there's a number of you reading this black print!! --------------- Stupid asses, reading what the stuff I've hidden. :P Later today, I met up with some of the princesses with Eugene (: Then we went shopping!! Haha, got this new shirt and guess what's written on it?? =DD
"I lost my number, can I have yours?"
Haha! =DD
♪If I never see your face again, I don't mind~ 'Cause we've gone much further than I thought we'd get tonight~
(I'm so loving this song) =)))
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {9:43 PM}
Holidays are here!!! hahas (: I have time at home, with nothing to do...
Well, except for CO matters. As usual. But the points is....
HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!
I'm really really free, so it's really boring at home. But tomorrow's friday!!! I'll be going out to Bugis!
But before that, I've got to go to school to do the attendance book. (-___-) But that's if I manage to wake up early to go school. I still love my sleep~
What I like about going to Bugis is that I get to buy FOOD!!
I spend a bomb over there everytime. But it's really worth it! =DD
And I'm supposed to plan for Sammie's Birthday this Sat, but she can't make it on Friday evening. So hopefully next week's alright (:
It's been damn damn long since I've last seen SKYs, and I guess it's time we've updated each other one our lives, right?? ;)
I feel like trying out a new recipe for Sammie's birthday. But that's if the birthday celebration is still gonna happen! (>.<)
Anywho, I've gotta go for dinner now~~
When I return, I'm gonna continue that escape game I was dealing with just now. Freakin' Irritating.
But i'll solve it!!!! (Thanks to the cheat walkthrough I found!! =DD)
♥, Crys!
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {6:21 PM}