All the Prelim papers has been returned. I think I was having a better life before I received them.
Like I said, I screwed prelims. I am not proud of it at all. Gosh, I still have to break the news to my Mum...
On second thought, forget it. She'll live better not knowing.
My L1R5 is more than 30, how am I suppose to go anywhere with that sort of marks?
See why I'm depressed? This sucks. I really feel like killing myself right now.
However, eternal sleep isn't excatly an option right now. I still have one last chance to make it. If I can't, let's just say that I might not be updating this blog anymore.
Then again, I might be too depressed later to remember to kill myself.
Gosh, I really feel like crying right now. For what specific reason, I have no idea. You see, that's the problem being an only child. It is SUPER lonely, and you have no one to talk to if you don't want to talk to your parents.
I want to cry, but I can't. If my Mum walks by, she'll be wondering why am I crying in front of a computer.
This sucks. Imagine what will happen to me if this was for 'O's. I die, looking somewhat like this -> (x.x)
I feel so stressed. Maybe a stress relief is needed... There's ParaPara around the area.
That's it. It is not possible for me to go for the 1st-3-months-in-JC thing. Why? It is because:
1. I screwed all my prelim papers. 2. I screwed all my prelim papers. 3. I screwed all my prelim papers.
This is the time where I would jump to my death if I could. Which I obviously can't.
I can no longer enter a JC. Now, which Poly should I go? Talking about Polytechnics, I going to Singapore poly for 2 weeks in December. Let's hope that that will be fun. I didn't know Ah Xin KorKor was studying in SP. he's like 20+ I think. However, I heard that he went for NS first. Well, that explains it.
