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Friday, May 30, 2008

Tomorrow's my FOM term test and I'm still here blogging. I really need to study for it; I heard it's 20% of my overall marks.
but I was really pissed.
And CSAS was pissing off today. After slogging my ass off for the stupid presentation, I ended up not presenting because of the lack of time.
I mean, it's MY chinese name!
I forsee a lot of sleepless nights coming up.
How can you just let someone I'm not familiar with know?
Term tests are just next week, and i haven't touched on anything yet. I'm feeling super slack and I'm not liking it.
You say I'm not respecting him by calling him 'that sorta person'
Well, I can't say I'm not enjoying it either. (:
But were you respecting me???
I like my name. but I'm NEVER one of those who'd just anyhow give my name to anyone
Today was a stress relieve, in a way. I've been caught up with a few stuff lately that's making me frustrated. Namely, my chinese name.
Thank goodness for the 'sports day' my class had today. I managed to get rid of those bottled up frustations. (: Hell, none of those people I met online knows my real name when i knew them

Netball was really fun with the girls! I was kinda unwilling to play at first (I was really worried about my FOM tomorrow!), but i ended up playing anyway. (:
I'm really angry, but I can't show it. you'd say you're right, because it's ok for you.
But it's not 'okay' for me.
God bless my classmates, they are such darlings. =DD
you're nice and i like you. But sometimes?
I wish you'd just act your age.
Loves,
Crystal

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {10:32 PM}
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Sunday, May 25, 2008

Call me irresponsible,
Yes, I'm unreliable.
But it's undeniably true,
That I'm irresponsibly mad for you!

My gosh, I'm jazzing to this song! It's just so sexy in a friendly way. Micheal Buble rocks. =DD

And i'm STILL doing my FI report. It irritating because the answer's in front of me but I can't crap a conclusion about it. (-_-)
I've got to work hard to reach that level!!
And I've still got the attendance thingy to complete!!! Not to mention my FOM project to do. AND study!!!
I'm missing you. so badly. =(
Term tests are drawing in fast, and I really hope to be able to do well in it!!
Study with me?? =DD

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {4:35 PM}
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Saturday, May 24, 2008

Hi everyone!!
I'm back with another video!!!

Substitute teacher: Sex Education!

HAHAAHAHA!!!

And just you didn't catch the teacher's name, it's this:

"My name is, Maria Linda R~~oso R~oh R~igos Desiregis Desa-BumBadabum! Grasias *smoochsmooch*"

I laugh my head off the first time I saw this. HAHA! =DD

=DDD

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {12:40 AM}
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Thursday, May 22, 2008

Hi everyone!
I've got 2 videos to show you!!!

Have you all seen the video for Lady Marmalade?
Well, if you haven't take a look at this before you go on to the next video!!!

Original Lady Maralade!

Now...

This video here features the 'beautiful ladies' of MadTv!
Moulin Rouge Parody!

Have fun watching!!!! =DD

I've got to go sleep!! (:

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {1:59 AM}
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Tomorrow is my bread practical test.

Pray for me!!!

Oh, how I wish you were there~ Lalala~

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {11:24 PM}
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Monday, May 19, 2008

Happy Vesak Day everyone! (:

Teach me love between a man and a woman. For I fear I'll never exprience it in my life.

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {2:46 AM}
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Friday, May 16, 2008

Due to the renovation of FPP Lab from August2008 to April 2009, BCS yr 2 students have to sacrifice their holidays for their Asian and Western Cuisine subjects.

Also, all lab sessions will held in the level 5 labs. This probably means that our timetables will be full and packed.

There goes my holidays for the next semster.

And this means I may not be able to go for the Hong Kong Exchange trip for CO!!! =(((((

I'm mega bummed out. Of everything, it had to be the Hong Kong!!!

Maybe they should just shift everything into our year 3.1.

I don't mind staying back a year to use the facilities. (:

Argh!!!! pissed with this and that.

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {11:01 PM}
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Thursday, May 15, 2008

HELLO EVERYONE!!!

Yes, I am in a terribly good mood today as I had enjoyed myself a lot todayyy. =)))

As boring as it may be, I'm just gonna list what happened today!

BSc test at 8am was pretty okay. I think I should be able to pass!!! =D

Then we had a talk after the test. Very boring, but it was crucial for us to listen to it as it is related to our 'money-making' project!

Nah, it's just a project. If we end up in first place at the end of it, we win money! Yayness everyone!

Anywho, I'm quite pleased about the talk as I only slept in it once! Thanks to a little kick directed to my chair, I stayed awake throughout the rest of the talk! Thanks Li Hui!!! =)

After the talk, our class went down to FPP to test our breads that we made on Wednesday!

Loads to do, but...

We did pretty fast! ^^

And then, we had lunch with J2! But Jolene and I just drank as we were gonna have lunch with some CO peeps later on. (:

Finally, we went for badminton!!! It's been really long since I last excerise, so it was a pretty nice workout. Not to mention really fun!!! =DD

Everyone was really nice and had fun, I'm really glad! Enjoyment is a good thing!
'Cause it's been so long since I last felt it.
Loves to J2! =)))
Jolene! I know you're reading this! *makes strangling hands*
At 2pm, Jolene and I went for lunch with CO peeps at Design! And I swear the Western food is cutting on cost. The chicken they serve seems to be getting smaller and smaller...
But thanks for joining me in the CO before you left!
Anywho, slacking at the CO room until my 4pm FOM lecture. And I fell asleep during that lecture!!! But at least I took notes! (:
Why didn't you tell me he was coming?

Sometimes, I feel that I take more notes during my CDS lectures than during my Diploma Core subject lectures! haha!!
Just what were you planning...? *cheeky grin*

After lecture, went for CO sectionals! This time, I felt that sectional was really productive (finally!) as we went through the song with the 'old-newbies'. And finally, they'll be going for combined practice. (:

Dinner was at Simpang, Bedok! First time, the food not bad. (:

And we took some pictures! 'Cause Clement misses everyone so much, and because I forgot to take picture of the CO borad for him. Haha!

Yes, we all miss you. (:

Then Nick was damn nice to drive us to the nearest busstop to fetch us home. Petrol is freakin' ex nowadays, I think we should help him with those petrol bills, neh?

And that's my day. I really liked it; it's been long since I enjoyed the day so much.

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And some photos! (It's been so long since I last cleared my phone of photos!)

The 2 pictures below are done during the baking practicum BCS had 2 weeks before everyone's school reopened.

by the teacher!!! Nice, right?!

Yours truly!~ very pleased with it! =DD

Our poster for the recruiment drive! hand painted and hand drawn!

oh! and last week, my family went out for dinenr at Peach garden restuarant!
And my Cuzzy got this for all the Mothers as a early M's Day gift!

They're Famous Amos Cookies!!!

Then, we got a cake for my Grandma's birthday!!

That's the cake!!! I'm serious!!! Freakin' Cool. (:
The chopsticks are chocolate, and the noodles are buttercream! =))

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That's the end of my post for today! long long entry. haha!
I've got to go do my tutorial now!

Nights' World!!!

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {11:55 PM}
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Monday, May 12, 2008

Today was exhausting. I'm saying mentally exhausted.
And just sick of your complaints. I'm not talking about CO here. it's the 2 of you.
I don't know why. Wearing contacts are beginning to be troublesome, and I feel like I have loads stuff to do...
I wish you people could just forgive and forget.

Holy shit! I haven't study FI!!!

Laters!!!

And on a random note, TPCO's advisor ain't as bad as we think. I feel that maybe she has her own problems as well.
(Look at the movie Just follow Law directed by Jack Neo)

I guess we really need to put ourselves into other's shoes a lot more.

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {11:50 PM}
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Sunday, May 11, 2008

The moon's bright tonight.
And I can't help but think of you.
Teach me the meaning of love.

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {11:28 PM}
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Wednesday, May 07, 2008

"So wipe away the tears, ain't nothing for us here"

Time to move on.
You know, sometimes I'm just sick of all your complaints.

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {12:49 AM}
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Sunday, May 04, 2008

Today, I went to visit my father's Dad today.

Aka, my Grandfather.

Throughout my whole 17+ years of my life, he's the first person I met from my father's side family.

Yes, I've never seen anyone from his side of the family before. So now, I'll only know my Dad and Grandfather.

We drove towards Upper Thomson Road.
I have no idea what's the place called, but we ended up in a temple-like place.

We walked down flights of stairs, and I finally got to catch a glimpse of his face.
He's located at the back of many other yellow boxes.

I'll never get to hear his voice though.
I don't think he knows what I look like either.

If you haven't figured it out, I'll make it easier for you:

My grandfather is dead.

I have no idea what is this feeling in me.

It's my first time seeing him, but he's... not alive.

It's so hard for me to type all of this out. As of the moment, tears are threatening to fall.
And I have no idea why.

I mean, it's the first time I get to know a little more about my father's family.

But the first person I get to know, is dead.

I'll never know what kind of person he was really like.
I'll never know if he'd ever like me as a granddaughter.

It's just so weird.

Usually, I wouldn't type such stuff here.
But I have a reason for doing so today.

Recently, I'm starting to see something.

At the start of 2008, my great grandmother passed away.
My relatives cried, so much. So, so much.

A few months later, I heard that Monica passed away.
I don't even know her personally, but it made me cry.

Several days ago, my friend's friend passed away.
The feeling of loss expressed through her words were so honest, and it made me wonder how the victim's family and close friends are feeling.

And just this morning, my other friend's grandmother passed away.
I can't imagine the loss he must feel.

It feels like fate is showing me the whole world around me. One step at a time.

16. I learnt Respect and Kindness.
17, I learnt the meaning of Effort.
And now, going 18,

I'm learning death.

So everyone, treasure who you have with you.

Don't keep spending time being angry or sad or frustrated.

For you'll never know when the inevitable will happen. =((

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {11:24 PM}
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Friday, May 02, 2008

Today, i went to T3 with my family!
I can't help but think of you again.
And my aunt bought this D-SLR camera, and she brought it over for us to play with it!!!
I don't have photos to post, so I'll just say that i've finally felt what a real photographer feels like!! =DD

T3 was pretty nice (:
How I'll never see you as often as before.
I missed going out with Jaime and the rest @ ECP today. I wonder how it was~~~
I don't understand what I'm feeling now.
I miss the sea breeze~~~~~
I think I'm over you. But I still miss you.

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {2:15 AM}
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Thursday, May 01, 2008

Sometimes, I think:

"Are you worth all that trouble?"

My answer has been 'No' all these times.

SImply because I believe that all women are strong, and we should stand on our own 2 feet. No relying on people, and all that.

So usually, when someone ask me to do a reasonable favour, I say 'Yes' because I believe it's something I can do and am willing to do.

But if someone ask me to go tutorial room to bring chairs, I'd say 'No'.
Not because I can't lift chairs, but because I don't want to.

I guess what I'm trying to say in this post is:

"Women are strong. but some of us are just lazy to show it off."

And damn. I didn't get to see you today. =((
Oh wells.

-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {1:19 AM}
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