I. am. so. screwed. It's about you too. I'm screwed because of you. Life is screwed up. I sucks to be the only child, you know? It's irritating when I try to make myself to do something, but I can't. During practice, I screwed up really bad for that 临安遗恨 song. Curses to me and my terrible counting skills. I return home, and it's just me. Then I start thinking. Hopefully that jinxes it and I'll start to play well.
The worst part is that I haven't even practiced 渔歌. I haven't gotten the hang of that song yet. Then I start to feel fucking lonely, and I wish that you were by my side. And the practices are taking up quite a lot of my time. I was supposed to bake with Jaime on monday, but looking at how terrible the practice was for me today, I've got to PRACTICE!!!!!! But the worst part is that I'll never be able to get that. Your presence beside beside me is a 'never'. Now I'm feeling terrible for saying I can't bake with her and all that. Dammit. =(((
I'm in a terrible position to say that these practices are taking up my time, but if everyone is working hard, I should not slack too much, right? Solitude is good. Sometimes, I really wish I've got a 中音笙 at home. But loneliness, is just sad. Either that or me, sleeping over in the CO room. Then I can practice until late at night. I want to help others with just my presence. But who's there for me? Argh, I'm so mad at myself! =(((
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {10:05 PM}
I've decided. I'll do doing cupcakes on thursday morning. Yes. That's what I'll do. You're the answer to my prayers. And if you, could feel, the tenderness I feel I promised Sharon I'll bake it, but I didn't have time to get the ingredients. So, the butterscotch banana cupcakes will be for Sharon. =DD
See? I'm nice.You would know, it would be clear. That angels brought me here.
And I'm random. Ok. I'll stop.
Now.
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {10:38 PM}
Yesterday, I finally watched The Leap Years at TM!!! Indeed, it was a really good show; heart-wretching story line. I think they picked the right people for the right characters! Especially Li-Ann's besties. =DD
After the show, we jalan around the place then I went for the TPDE concert!!! =D
Ok, overall, the show was great, but I don't think it's worth $15 at all. I think paying $10 would have been better.
The first half of the show was not good. Now, allow me to critic as it's one of the few things I am good at. =DD
First half of the show Ok, comtemporary blew me away. I was really impressed by the whole thing. In fact, their opening number nearly made me cry. (Keyword there: nearly.)
However, there was one dance under comtemporary where there was this girl who didn't know her steps well enough. Her timing was always off, and I have a feeling that she was standing at a wrong position in the show. Work on that, sweetie.
Now, for Hip-Hop.
I. am. truly. disappointed.
The parts where everyone from the Hip-Hop group entered the stage to dance, was messy, inorganised, and lacked impact. During such dances, everyone needs to Bam! on the step at the same time. It creates the Boom! for the audience, and leaves us breathless.
Hell, I trust my Secondary school to do better.
Other than those parts. I like the parts where it was a dance off between the guys and the girls. =DD
Oh, and most of the girls weren't even smiling. It's irritating as they don't even look like they are enjoying the dance! Now, how do you expect the audience to enjoy?
I know, there are parts where you mustn't smile, but there are other parts where you smile!!! Now pucker up those lips and show us you are enjoying the dance!
There was a number of really good dancers in TPDE. There was this girl who really reminded me of my ex-classmate back in KC. And her dancing style was quite similar to her too! =DD
Sencond half of the show Ok, for this half, I'm speechless.
I really liked it. A lot. it made me miss dance all over again. =( It made me want to watch the next year's one again. :) It's so difficult to read what you're thinking. -------- I can't believe you're half the reason why I wore that skirt. Well, that's the end of my friday. I hope you all enjoy your weekend! I'll be busy watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S!
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {11:54 AM}
I have no idea what's wrong with me today. I'm feeling really weird.
Not in a sense I'm sick or anything, but my heart is pounding really fast, for no utter reason!
Then my stomach feels like it is dropping 3cm every minute. Looking at you makes me feel that way. I feel as if I'm very scared for tomorrow to come. As if I'll die tomorrow or something. It's so weird. It's not like I'm missing you... It's like, I'm feeling all insecure at this moment. ...right? So much feelings, I'm all giddy.
Is it because I've been slacking for the whole day? I don't know.
I'm gonna ask you girls reading this:
Have you all felt anything like this before?
'Cause I'm totally not liking this. =((
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {6:24 PM}
Hi everyone! Today was really nice! Fairly interesting stuff happened! =DD
This morning, I took a bus 15 to school frmo the Parkway bus stop. For those who don't know, bus 15 goes the round-about near PP and U-turns back to the stop opposite PP.
However, I think the bus driver was blur or something, but he drove towards Katong shopping centre! Here's how it looks like:
The red line is the usual bus 15 route, while the blue line is the 'changed' route! haha =DD
I even took pictures! *BIG GRIN*
Look at the passenger's 'frantic' reaction. =P
Then I reached school and started to do a bit of CO scores (: I'm surprised at how hardworking I am! hehe!
JOHN! Go do whatever scores we're still missing. haha =DD I doubt I'll be this hardworking when the term starts.
Anywho, after YuRen arrived, he and Wilson started working on the To Zanarkard scores. I'm freakin' impressed, seeing those 2 working together to get the notes correct. And I heard my parts for the song! Although most of it are just chords, I prefer chords to melody. *MEGA BIG SMILE*
Not long later, we started to watch FRIENDS on Wilson's lappy! Man, it's been 156120 years since I last watched it! I stopped somewhere around season 5 or 6 I think? I'm gonna watch it all! Wahahahaha!
Then I left school and went to meet my Mum and Aunt for dinner @ Bugis! =DD
Oh! And we went inside Hotel Intercontinantal and they had this artsy stucture made of CHOCOLATE!!!
Cool, right?
I like this part best. haha! =D
We had dessert around the area, and I saw this Hello Kitty car!!!
I found it kinda cute, but I think the driver in there was looking at me weirdly. HAHA!
that's all folks! nights! I've got CO at 1ish tmr!! =DD
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {1:04 AM}
I want to watch The Leap Years! Anyone wanna watch with me? I love the trailer song, which is that YouTube screen up there! =DD
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For the past 2 days, I've been working at Suntec, a convention called Asia Traders' Investors' Convention. With 4 of my other classmates we were to give out flyers for TMT Dimensions, which is some stock company.
We got to slack for 1 hour, and our favourite 'hiding' place is all the way at the other end of the convention hall. Haha! =D
I hope I'll get my pay on thrusday; I really want to buy those books! =DDD
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CO today was great. I haven't played my sheng for 549472 years! But I got to play it today. =D
And sadly, 2 of the songs I like were taken out from the concert. =(( I really wanted to play them. *BIG Sigh* =(
But anyway, I'll keep practicing my sheng. There's so must I must do, but so little time! If only the sheng was as portable as the DiZi.
Ha. That'll be the day.
---- EMO alert?
I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. I'll do my best to help out now. I'm sorry. =(
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {11:49 PM}
Temasek Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra Presents:
