You know what? I wanted to blog about how terrible my exprience for today was. All the:
- Guys cooking - We washing - We washing - And, we washing.
I mean, we're here to learn and all that. Not here to wash the plates.
But, on my way back today, I thought about the whole situation. Then, I asked myself:
"It is because Mr. L doesn't trust us?"
Thus he asks the people he trust more and do it?
I really don't know, but I'm quite sure of something:
He doesn't really respect us.
The girls of J2 were informed to go to the cafe at 9am. But it turns out that it was suppose to be 9.30am. Stupid 'Mao'. Ihatehim.Ihatehim.IHATEhim.
But I'll talk about it another time.
Anyway, Ms. C told us about the event for today (We were having some Big-shots over at the cafe) when Mr. L came in and saw ask. And he said:
"What's this?"
He was refering to us. Hell, he was LOOKING at us saying that.
Jolene and I's reaction were about the same:
"This?!"
THIS?! I mean, seriously. "This"?! Are we JUST beings in your eyes?!
No, are we JUST items; non-living THINGS, in your eyes?!
We are humans, and we have feelings too! How can you just refer us to a mere word "This"?!
Are the boys all you think highly of, Mr. L? Are we young girls so useless in your eyes?!
Even if we don't know anything, shouldn't you teach us? We are also your STUDENTS, Mr. L!
I fully understand if you wanted the some of the guys to help with the cooking. But you are not giving us a chance to learn! And if you keep giving them that chance, they may think they are more superior than us.
Kinda like 2 people in our class are. But the other one, I'm not sure whether if it's just egoistic.
Either way, just leaving the dishes to us, asking us to do nothing else, isn't what we're paying the school for.
We do dishes at home. We mop the floor at home.
What is it that we're doing in this fucked up course?
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {11:04 PM}
